So have I ever really loved? Without controlling the falling? It seems I advance in the light, knowing where I can put my foot down, and almost, how long the road will be.

The last time I fell blindly was when? Was it ever? Yes. Once. And the result was the sharpest pain of my life. So that is why I never fall in love but always choose and orchestrate it.

In a way after breaking my heart, the first time also cost me my belief in love.

3 comments:

Ragnar Danneskjöld said...

love is strange.. but its wonderful to be in love.. its a gr8 feeling.. for me thinks me in love or probably just a crush..:)

Unknown said...

You are right (and wise beyond your years, Sid). For years I have been turning crushes into the semblance of love and robbing myself of the real thing.

I minimized the risk, yes. But I gave up on the beauty.

Unknown said...

From now on. I'll tread blindly, trusting nothing but my heart beat.

After all. It's when I think too much that I make mistakes.