Eeps! I'm starting to smoke again and I must stop! It started off quite innocently at bars bumming drags from my friends, then whole cigarettes, and now, I'm still not sure how, I have three packs in my possession. I'd like to say I only smoke when I drink, but that would be ignoring the increasing cravings I've had during the day.

I hate smoking. I hate the taste, the smell, the bags it gives me under my eyes, the shortness of breath and coughing, the grey tinge my skin picks up... So enough! From now on, not ONE cigarette.