I've been reading some of my older journals – the ones I've always started and never finished. It seems that all my life I've spent my time hoping I could be better, waiting for my dreams to come true, for my life to start. And here I am today for the first time confident that everything is going to be all right.
Everyday is not perfect, but that's ok. I have ups and downs, lapses in judgment, I make mistakes and take wrong turns. Sometimes I cringe at my decisions. In the end, though, I am happy to be me in my life.
After many years, I feel God again. I believe love will come to me. I have faith in myself and whatever I will become, whatever I am.
I have learnt that the answers always come and that everything makes sense in the end. The important thing is making the moment magical. I know that is the most difficult.
Something I wrote three months ago:
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Wow! I have written in papaer journals for as long as I can remember yet never quite finsihed one book before I started another...
I have lost and found my faith over the years and am now hoping to find it again...
Thank you for sharing this...
Thank you for making me see others have ups and downs and its ok that everyday isn't perfect...
Thank you.
Your right ... the important this is making the moment magical...
Here's to many many magical moments for us both!
M
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